Here I am , a nervous wreck again.I just finished doing a speech at school where I felt so nervous that I was noticably shaking infront of the whole class again. It is time to get over this fear thing once and for all, I mean it is 2003, and there is the internet, I should be able to find something that will help you gain confidence in myself and be rid of fear.
Wow, I think I found something now.I just read Eckhart Tolle’s book about being in the now.He talked about how this is the only way to get rid of all types of suffering including this fear that I have.
What a wonderful concept , maybe it will make me feel better when I am in a stressful situation or even after I have gone through it. It sounds good and sold alot, why not? Let’s do it.
Here I am , a nervous wreck again. I just tried to talk to that girl, but I was so nervous that I could not even show her my real self. I thought the information in Mr. Tolle’s book was supposed to keep me feeling confident. I was thinking about the now, but I still could not gain control over the thoughts that came up in my mind.
I just went back to the Eckhart Tolle book,maybe I missed something important that will help me. Thats it, he says in the book that we should observe all of my thoughts in order to stay in the now. Maybe now I will be able to control myself , my thoughts and feel good in a stressful situation.
Here I am , a nervous wreck again. I just got into a confrontation with that guy and I feel so small. Eckhart Tolle’s book did not really help me. I blame myself though, because all the other people who told me that they read it , are still looking for more in their lives, just like I am. They are not filled, they are still hungry, just like I WAS.
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