For the past few months I had been experiencing anxiety ... strange depression. Had fear of unknown... I kept all my fears to myself...But TODAY.. I feel like a whole new person. It feels all my fears have faded away and I am looking at life from a different perspective. The song that I am using to film on myself.. for some reason had an impact on me... I was feeling all up and lively and optimistic after listening to it so decided to create something.
I was a very optimistic person but because of my suppressed childhood and other external causes..(based on married life)... I started feeling down. For me life was meaningless..I hated being a woman... Relatives, gossip..impressions everything was taking toll over me..
But TODAY... this song and chat with a dear friend made me look at life from a whole new angle. I have set goals for myself...I will try to achieve everything only then I'd be in a better position to stand for myself and my family. My friends are there for me... My family can never understand me.. I am not mean..characterless or selfish... I am a normal human being with emotions. Unfortunately a WOMAN... but will never give up. My child is my priority and will do anything for his better future. So all you people out there...going through anxiety and depression.. just remember... This life is One time.. We all have problems in life.. why get scared of them..let's face them. Don;t care about what others will say... Just prepare yourself and have faith in GOD. Once we let God handle..we don't have to worry about anything. Look around you.. You might see people who fail to understand or Don't want to understand you but there are few people who believe in you regardless. Love them.. cherish them and be grateful to God for having them in your life. Family is everything..No doubt but sometimes friends come closer than a family member...
Wish you all a happy healthy life.
Will keep you all posted and updated on my achievements and experiences in life.
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